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Ok. Since I haven't blogged in like... forever, here is a rant.

Ok. Back in March, I worked at Wendy's and I hated it with a passion, so i quit. My mom yelled at me forever to get another job, and it took me awhile, but finally last month I started my new job at Spur's. I love it there. the people are so nice and although i predict it is gonna go downhill in the next little while, i still want to stay. Anyways my mom says she is sick of having to come pick me up at al hours of the night everyday. I get off around midnight, 2 days a week. That's all. Now because she decides that she is jealous I am making something of myself (she has never had a job in her life, and lives off money from my dad and my grandma) she is refusing to pick me up. She tells me to take a taxi, even though there are fucking east indian cab drivers taking girls and rapeing them, plus I am scared of taxis as it is. I have only taken a taxi 3 times in my whole life, and I got so scared when I took them. So yeah, the taxi thing won't work out, she tells me to walk at midnight. Yes let's make a 17 year old girl walk by herself at midnight, for 30 minutes, across the worst parts of town (ie. the railroad tracks behind the junction, and mission hills; first ave; the stairs behind McDonalds) So now, I need to figure out a way to get someone (hopefully my grandma) to lend me money so I can buy a car ASAP and actually go to work so I can save for college, and prom, and maybe save up some money so i can move out on my own.

Oh and on my last paycheck I decided to buy a cell phone, which is something I ahve wanted to buy for about 3 or 4 years, and I finally had enough money to do so, and my mom yelled at me, and then a couple days ago, she asked me to borrow it.

If i could I woud just ask my boss to give me no late night shifts until i get a car, but ate night shifts(late meaning after 9pm) make up half my hours, so if i get my hours cut, i can't buy a car because i won't be able to afford it.

She is a selfish bitch. She has absoloutly no consideration for others. All she cares about is whether she wants to do something. She needs to learn that life is not always about what you want. I would much rather quit school and get put on to work full time, but no. I can't.

Yup. So if I go missing or end up dead after walking home from a late night shift, you guys can all murder my mom to a bloody pulp at my funeral.

Blog!

LOOK AT ME! I'm Blogging!

I am bored and I haven't blogged in awhile.

Amanda! Your fat! With an 'F'! Like the kids say! (Serves you right for trying to get me in trouble)

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems liek everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It' like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So Shut up Shut up Shut up
Don't wanna hea it
Get out Get out Get out
Get out of my way
Step up Step up Step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think your special
But I know and I know and I know
and we know that your not

You're always there to point out
my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm th one you love to hate
But not today

So Shut up Shut up Shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out Get out Get out
Get out of my way
Step up Step up Step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Don't tell em who I shoudl be
And don't try ot tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't want to watse my time
I'll watch you fade away


There really wasn't a point to that, I just love the lyrics of that song.

First Kisses...

What is an average age for first kisses? Whether they be meaningful or not...

I had my first kiss when I was 4 or 5. I can't remember the guy's name... it was either Kevin or Mark, but I remember that his older brother, Adam, made us kiss. Thatw as also the day of my first french kiss... again Adam made us do it!

Anyways... what do you think is an appropriate age for first kisses? And how old were you when you got your first?

Ok you told me to blog, so I am

Actually this is more of a rant...
Ok, we got to school 6 hours a day for 13 year minus holiday and vacations, and of course, weekends. Probably 99.9999999...% of the people that are in school, hate it, or don't feel welcome there, and the very few people that like school, they don't like admitting it. The way I see it, is that we should learn only what we want to learn. Is there really a purpose to algebra? Ok maybe there is a point to algebra, but... There is NO point to trigonometry. One day are we just gonna be sitting down at the dinner table with our future family and the out of no where think "I wonder what the unknown side of that right triangle is... Maybe I should measure the other 2 side and use a bunch of fuked up formulas to find out what the third side is..." If you are gonna measure 2 of the side, why not spring for the easier choice, and measure the one you want to know. And why exactly do we have to learn history... it's DONE, over with, not gonna happen again, get over it!
Anyways in conclution, school should only teach what we NEED to know. Like how to cook, do laundry and take care of children, and if we want a successfull career, then offer it to the people that want it, and don't just make everyone do it because school was invented by some sadistic freak, who enjoys seeing innocent children suffer!

Well there is my rant! Peace Yo!

-Krissy Shepherd

P.S. I gonna be an aunty again!! My brother's girlfriend, Shana, is pregnant, and due at the end of May!

kristina's blog

i, amanda, made kristina's blog. just because she has a blog does not mean she will have anything good to say.

Exactly, I most likely will have nothing good/interesting/important to say.